Hello. Blogging cos I want to. Don't care if people read it. Five days have passed of school, and I've only made three friends. Plus my secondary school friend, that's four. I'm so lazy to make friends. And the students in my class would think that I'm anti-social. But I ain't. Ok. Fuck that. I'll make friends later. Slowly. Done.
Appreciate things in life. The way you are, the things you have. Be thankful of what Allah have given to you. Love and respect yourself. Everything you do or the things that you will do, is up to you. So don't do stupid stuff or you will regret it someday.
Everyday, as I walk, I look down and think about life, love and things I've done. Just to repay all the stupid thing I had done. As honest I'll be. People still don't believe that I'm telling the truth. That really gets irritating sometimes. But as the days pass by, I think I will get use to it. I don't understand some people and people surely don't understand me. Believe that.
At class, I keep losing my concentration. I always think her. I cannot stop thinking of her. I promised myself something. And I will definitely keep that promise. I don't mind if she don't want to talk to me. But sooner or later, she will. That's what I believe. People can say whatever they want about me. Cos I really don't care. It hurts me sometimes when I think that she don't want to talk to me. But I got to get through it. That is live. People like me can't get what we always wanted. Some could, some can't. I just miss her. I think that's why I'm thinking too much. Love is life. But no love doesn't mean no life. Get that to your head. Fight for the one you love. Love doesn't come just like that. You need to know what I'm going through, then you will quite understand me. But there's a small chance that you can get to know what I'm going through cos I like to keep things to myself.
Love. Live Live. Then I'm Dead.
posted by IZAD N., Friday, January 14, 2011
